Tuesday, January 24, 2017

Beau- 3 months!

Our sweet baby boy is 3 months! He is truly as sweet as he looks. The past three months have flown by, out of all three babies I think I am enjoying this phase the most. And what I mean by that is not that I am enjoying him the most out of the three kids, but that it has taken me 3 babies to finally relax and enjoy the baby stage. I am truly just grateful for a healthy baby. The rest, doesn't matter. He has restless nights where I feed him every two hours, or days where he gets a little fussy, we are tired, and some days when the trio is a HUGE handful, but I am taking in every single moment. I've had so many "last" firsts already, it breaks my heart! I know soon I'll have a busy toddler so I am definitely enjoying these moments where he isn't on the move!

Looking back at the last three months, a lot has happened! Im going to post (TONS!) of pictures and let them do the talking. He is THE sweetest baby. Once he started smiling he hasn't stopped. I remember the nursery at daycare called Owen "smiley" but Beau is following in his footsteps. He is getting a lot more interested in interaction and looking at toys, finding his hands to his mouth and licking those gums like he can feel something happening in there. At one month he gained almost THREE pounds! He was 11.13 at one month, 13.8 at two months and we think about 16 pds at 3 months! He didn't have a doctor appt so we had Hannah step on the scale with and without him ha ha. He is wearing size 2 diapers, (he grew out of newborns and size one diapers very fast!) and in between 6-9 month clothes. He is laughing so much and Hannah and Owen get the biggest kick out of any sound he makes. We have some precious video. I am doing my best to take more video because I realize how much I love looking back at videos of them. You think you won't forget these moments but you do! He sleeps well as in, around 7 pm he is just done for the night. He wants to be swaddled tight, fed and put in the rock n play and goes to bed. He was sleeping from about 7:30- 3:30 but recently has added in a 1 am feeding....then 3:30ish and 5-5:30. Im getting more tired than have felt but I won't complain. he doesn't cry, he just kinda squeaks, I feed him and he's right back to sleep. He started rolling from belly to back right at 3 months and has rolled "the hard way" as we call it from back to belly once or twice. He is SO strong and isn't a big fan of laying down anymore. He wants to see what brother and sister are doing! I have a feeling he is going to walk early...I hope Im wrong! He does love being held. He isn't big on napping during the day. During the week when we are in and out of the car a lot he will snooze in the car seat but he likes to be held for naps. That is hard with three kids, so once we put him in a swing his eyes literally pop right open. Jeremy has the perfect arm for Beau's naps, he can get him to sleep in seconds in the not  I always say he is probably the most kissed baby in the world. We truly kiss this kid all day long. Even Owen, he loves to plant a big juicy one on Beau. Watching these three makes me feel so completely, complete! I find lots of Hannah and Beau selfies on my phone! I will do separate posts on the holidays and between but here is Beau over the past three months!

 I already miss those newborn gowns and all the sleepiness!


 Owen came up with a new idea for diaper disposal!
 And loved sharing his toys with Beau!
 Hannah HAS to hold him every single morning before school, usually before she will do anything else!
 Beau's first bath, he was not a fan! I won't lie, he definitely doesn't get bathed as much as the other kids did as a baby ha ha


 Post bath all snuggled up in his towel!
 He has definitely lost a lot of that hair!
 he looks so tiny here, he's grown so much already!
 One of my favorite gowns and one of my favorite pictures of him


 Owen doesn't hold him as much as Hannah, maybe because he can't ever get him away from her but he does love to hold him sometimes!
 These three crazy clowns!

 looking nice and chubby at 2 weeks!


 I mean she literally cannot get close enough to him!

 This was our first walk to the park!

 All my boys!

 Halloween! They went as the "Life Cycle of a Monarch" You have Owen the caterpillar, Beau the perfect Chrysalis and Hannah the butterfly!




 He grew so much in a month!
 It was haircut day for Owen (he still hates it) so Hannah read to Beau :)



 One month check up, gained almost 3 pounds!

 Beau sleeps in the rock n play next to our bed. He definitely looks much bigger in it now!


 We think he looks a lot more like Hannah

 this look was too funny!

 Thanksgiving day!



 this was about the time he started really smiling for us!

 This picture sums up my life ha ha Bathing three kids at once, Sweet Owen checking on Beau and then there is Hannah always messing with Owen. It's a circus!
 LOVE those chunky legs peeking through!


 I think this was the night he slept EIGHT hours. It happened a few times and now we are back to like every two hours, as long as there isn't any crying, I'll take it!
 Someone always makes their way onto his mat with him :) He's never alone that is for sure!


 LOVED all of these sweet faces!




 2 month check up! I was pretty sure he was about 16 pds ha ha but weighed in at 13 pds 8 oz.
 LOVE that big grin.

 Mommy, take my picture with Beau and send it to everyone! (We do this daily)

 2 month pictures, I failed to get one month pictures with his hat and sticker so we'll just be glad we are even taking them!



 Found this blanket for a steal and I love it!


 Home for Christmas

 Will do tummy time for longer, he's pretty strong.


 Big blue eyes, not sure if they'll stay or not!

 Found his hands!







 Hannah loves it when I bring him to her room in the morning.

 SUCH a sweet boy.



 We made it to three months!




He is truly as happy as he looks in these pictures!

Beau has acquired several nicknames given to him by all of us, I call him Beau-bear, Hannah came up with Bobas, we also call him Tubbers & tubs, those rolls speak for themselves!

I know so much changes in the next 3 months, he's already found his feet and rolls to his side constantly. The fun is just beginning! Beau we cannot imagine life without you!!

Sunday, December 11, 2016

My dad.

While the pain of losing my dad right before Thanksgiving is still raw and surreal, I feel compelled to share a little about the week we said goodbye. Unexpectedly and painfully we lost my dad on November 10th. It is still so hard to believe and will be as far as I can imagine. It's so hard to put into words so I will share some pictures and a post I shared on Facebook. His loss affects so many, and we all feel the pain of losing him. The support and love we have is amazing and gives us a bright spot for the future. He is missed terribly, it hurts, but he is no longer dealing with the pain he endured everyday. Even though Michigan may not be winning every game here on earth, you can bet he watches Michigan win every Saturday up there in heaven!

Some of my most favorite pictures. We found the best pictures of him!








 This was the last time I saw him and hugged him. So thankful I had that time with him.

My handsome dad. He was our rock. He was my first love. He taught me so much. As I got older and started my own family, I was so grateful for his sound advice. He was so proud of all four of us kids. He & my mom just celebrated 39 years, college sweethearts & best friends. They survived his 70's hair! They were such an inspiration to me & Jeremy. He ADORED Hannah & Owen. The three of them had a hidden stash of snacks that was always their secret ;) I'm so sad he never met Beau. But we'll have so many stories to tell him.
He would do anything for anyone & never ask for anything in return.  And gosh was he smart. He loved playing golf, Michigan football, horse racing & the beach. I will cherish the times we had at Seabrook, I'm so heartbroken he never got the chance to retire there. However, I know he's in heaven on a golf course on the beach, betting on horse races, listening to a Michigan game yelling "yeah baby!" every time they score!
He was the strongest person I've ever known. He beat cancer, tore his Achilles' tendon playing softball & still ran to first base, played golf a week after his first stroke (talk about stubborn!) He dealt with so many health problems from his cancer treatment but you'd never know. He never let anything stop him & he NEVER complained.
He'd hate all this crying over him, he'd say it's part of life. But we loved that man so much.
My heart is broken for my mom, but she's the strongest woman I know. We will get through this knowing one day, we'll see him again. I wish I could've hugged him one more time. We'll celebrate his life because that's what he would've wanted. Please pray for our family as we say goodbye to him. ❤️

Saying goodbye was extremely painful but the week we all shared together was good for the soul. We are the luckiest people because he was ours. I only wish everyone knew him. He was LOVED by so many. His celebration proved that to be true, so many people came out to support us, and share hilarious moments with Craig!

 A toast to Craig!
 Cookies that represent so many things he loved. If only he had made it to Seabrook, but we know he is there, pain free, waiting for us to join him one day.


Love you dad. I know he'd reply with "Love you Dod"